Monday, March 9, 2009

Lotto Dreams


I seriously do not know why I'm so pissed off I didn't win the lotto, but I am. I'm that person (besides my friend Kristin) who plays every week and REALLY thinks I'm gonna win. I plan how I'm going to spend the money, go over my resignation speech and go back and forth on whether or not I'm going to tell anyone. I just want enough to be able to stay with my kids. They are growing too fast - especially the baby. I took my oldest daughter to lunch yesterday, just her and I and she was so happy. She asked me last week why I like the baby so much more than her and my heart broke (of course it's not true). There is not enough time in my day to keep everyone's needs met, but maybe if I didn't have to commute 2+ hours a day I could find a way. Hope is a powerful thing...I'll cross my fingers for this weeks numbers.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Bitter, Party of "1"

Like most people, I LOVE my weekends. I start looking forward to that Saturday morning as early as the Tuesday before. This past Saturday, my 5 year old daughter let me know she was happy I wasn't dead. What's that you say?! Verbatim: "Mommy, I'm happy you're not dead." I was shocked. I mean where or why would she say this?! When I asked (very concerned) why I would be dead, it was a very easy answer. "Because you're so old." My husband starting laughing so hard he actually had to leave the room. Yep, it's official. I've become my mother. Happy Monday!